my boys

so im recapping the past few weeks even though theyve been somehat of a blur. my twin boys came to the world april 1st- yes april fools babies via c section we had to go to the hospital at 6 am to be ready by 8 it was a planned section cause harrison was breech. i remember being dazed and n ervous and relived all at the same time. the spinal was scary yet cool to feel no pain- i could still feel it just didnt hurt- very weird- my doc was in africa when they were born so dr moscoviz delivered them he didnt say much i missed dr grahm. brandon came in after the spinal all excited and cute in his scrubs- and they put the sheet up in front of me the needle was scaroer than getting cut into- then within minutes i heard a scream baby a was here- i was still unsure of names i wantedto make sure they fit- cheesy i know but it happened like that- a was going to be harrison but when i looked at him i knew it wasnt right- so we switched greyson was hat i felt his name should be 3 minutes later came harrison he didnt scream for a while which scred me now we know why they showed them both to me and brandon took them to the nursey where they testd bith of them and harrison had to go to the nicu because he wasnt breathing well. the recovery room came nextabout 40 minutes after greyson came out- all i remember is being really dizzy andthrowing up a lot- apparentlu morphine makes me throw up. i was so happy full of joy and a great sense of accomplishment that all the pain was worth it. their faces where so sweet - i couldnt wait to hold them tbc