I think I'm finally admitting that I'm not as healthy as I thought I was. I'm not comfortable with how I look. so I feel like if I start writing down my goals they will be easier to keep. I'm starting my boot camp in a couple weeks- I go to a nutritionist and get a physical. This will prove to be enlightening I'm afraid. I know I'll be sad- failure isnt one of my friends- but this is the first step-getting over the fact that I'm not 125 lbs anymore. When I was pregnant I got up to 175. After they were born I went down to 150. -154 is what I am nowSo there you go raw information Thats what I weigh. I'm writing my true weight. My goal.... 130 I believe thats healthy for my height. I'm so ready to feel good again. And I'm going to work my butt off. But On the Flip side. I think of myself as a positive person. And when i put my mind to something by dang it's going to happen. For every bad thing I think about myself I'm going to try and find a good one. So this will be my last pitty party. Only good things from now. I'm going to write about one thing I like about myself.
Today.....my eyes I love how dark my eyes are. They are almond shaped and big and bright and I love that brandon loves them. I love that my son Harrison has my eyes.
everytime I see you, you look beautiful, you even look good late at night when we drop by for home teaching! I have def. felt like that before so you are not alone. Your goals are good! After you see the nutritionist, if you want any food ideas, Id love to share them, Im on a detox right now and so I have to be creative with food. And something corny- There is a picture on my mothers wall of Christ that says, "If you could only see yourself the way I do." Heavenly Father definately dont make no trash!
ReplyDeleteHey Bree. I want to bond with you. I too am trying to lose the last bit of baby weight. I am for dang sure going to lose it too! I am a registered dietitian, but my lameness comes in my abhorrence of exercise :) After all of my schooling here is my two bits worth: Don't do anything quirky nutrition-wise. Just remember to follow the guidance of the word of wisdom. Heavenly father created our bodies, and he has told us how to best take care of them. If you hear something dietary that sounds crazy or unhealthy, it is. Good luck, you are motivating me.
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