I'm having one of those days where I just feel crappy about myself. I hate looking at pictures of myself because it reminds me of how much weight baby and non baby weight;( I need to loose. I didnt think it would be this hard to get it off and I'm feeling cruddy about myself. I know I can do better and I'm discouraged. it feels like i just can't find time to exercise like I used to.It helps knowing I'm starting bikini bootcamp this week. I'm waiting for my hair to grow a little bit longer so I can get a total hair makeover- I hate my hair but I can't cut it it's so frustrating. I look so white- I feel so much better when I have some color to my skin. my iron is still so low that i look paler than I ever have before. It just feels like it's been so long since I've felt pretty. sorry if this is depressing. I'm not like this a lot. I just needed to get it out. - oh and on the hair again....I've decided to donate it to locks of love. Something I've always wanted to do but never thought I could. I need a new look. I'm sick of feeling this way!
Bree! I have days like this all the time! But my goodness you are beatiful! and you didn't have TWINS or anything did you?? Going through a pregnancy is difficult on anyone's body. And it does take time to lose the weight! I am still trying and Isabelle was born almost a year ago! I feel your frustrations with yourself. I posted a post like this a couple months ago. But just remember, you are gorgeous and have so much to be happy about :) Those boys are surely worth the few extra pounds! I know you will do great with bikini bootcamp!! Good luck!!
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I am so sorry to hear you feel that way. I swear it has something to do with givine birth and since you had a double whammy you must feel it double-right! I think you are absolutley beautiful inside and out. You are doing so many great things with your talent and raising two beautiful boys.
ReplyDeleteI had really low iron too. Infact, they came to me the next day and said I qualified for this study they are doing on an iron supplement that is given by injection that is only approved in Europe right now. AND they paid me $250 for being part of the study. It was the best thing that ever happened to me. I finally lost that horrible ghostly white look of my skin. It is hard to keep it all going. Hang in there!