Tuesday, December 2, 2008

My babies arn't babies

Today was a contemplative day for me. My heart is a little empty as are the boys carseats. I woke up and looked into my boys room from across the hall and could hear giggling as the boys were talking to each other from across the room. greyson was standing up-I was excited but at the same time wanted to cry. Where have my little babies gone? I think I've been avoiding thinking about it. They don't fit in there car seats anymore. Its so sad. we bought them new ones a couple days ago. So as a tribute to there babyness I'm posting there old carseats covered in spit up and stickers to keep them entertained- some from aunts-others from ladies in montana who thought they were cute on our road trip to utah- glow in the dark stickers from me- superman ones-from dad.Random people who thought it was a cute idea-there well travled car seats and my best friends. It's so much harder to get out now. I carry one at a time to the car and strap them and then unstrap them and strap them in the stroller- it takes me so much longer to do anything. Hopefully I get the hang of it soon. I can't believe how fast it's gone. I need to hold someones baby. Can I just capture them now sprinkle a little pixie dust on them. It goes too fast.



  1. Awwww Bree stop! You're making me emotional!! I've been going through similar feelings and thoughts me baby is just learning how to sit by himself! I don't want to think about him standing and growing out of his car seat. But yes, you are right, it does go by too fast....

    And then you have another baby. :)

  2. You can hold my baby as much as you like, you just have to wait 3 more months! I can't believe greyson was standing, you are going to be crazy when they can walk!