This is more just to remember what I felt like at this time so I'm sorry if it's not my perkiest.
I'm officially thinkin pink. I'm getting excited to get her room ready. We bought the boys big boy beds for christmas- but I can't set them up yet. I'm sad that I feel like my babies arn't babies anymore. Where did the time go. Brandon and I looked at pictures yesterday and I couldn't believe how much they had changed in a year.
Today.... I feel huge,white and I'm tired. I'm uncomfortable. I can't sleep anymore without waking up a couple times during the night. Just uncomfy and irritated.
I can't believe It's the 3d trimester. This pregnancy has been so much faster than with the boys. And for that I'm greatful. I have a bond with her already thats pretty intense something that was harder with the boys. Maybe trying to realize that Id have two to split my love between was a hard concept to grasp. It's been easier to bond this time.
I'm starting to finally feel like it's real this week. I just can't get over how tired I am. Maybe because I have 2 toddlers- I really am starting to freak out that in 10 more mondays I'll have a daughter. And 3 kids under 2. I hope I can do it. I'm not going to lie- I'm a little nervous.
But It's almost December!- all I need is january and a week and a half! And my body is back.
I'm not a very good pregnant person. I find it awkward and uncomfortable.
Hats off to you ladies that do it so gracefully.
It's weird thinking this might be my last pregnancy. And I'm 23. So I'm trying to enjoy it. It's defiantly different than the boys was. I can feel her move more. I can eat a meal without having to stop every 10 minutes and wait. I don't sleep in the tub.- Still in the tub lots but not 24/7. I compare everything to twin milestones- or think ahh triplets are born at 33 weeks twins at 36- maybe she'll be early. Hopefully no nicu this time around.
I see my OB Dr next week to see what he thinks about a v-bac or another c section. This is the same Dr. that saw me with the boys. I'm fine with either way. Is it weird I'm indifferent? I guess all I care about is that she gets here and we're both ok.