funny thing about hearts

I feel like they are never complete, our hearts... when Keshia told me she was moving I cried for weeks. Now she's gone so I can write about it...but my heart was broken.. I guess not everyone gets to experience what a true best friend is, and lucky for me I have gotten to feel what it's like knowing that someone always loves me no matter what. I've felt for along time the heavenly father put her in my life for so many reasons, I needed her and she needed me. I miss my dear friend so much, and am so excited to go visit her this week, Thank heavens she moved 20 minutes from my parents house in utah- how random is that? from canada to utah... keshia you are so wonderful and everyone wants to be your friend...simply because you are a great..not just good friend to absolutley everyone. heart of gold i tell you.

Here are a couple pictures from her goodbye party at our house- thanks for everyone who helped with food esp chels and val-keshias loves stuffed mushrooms and vals are to die for! I hired a face painter because I thought it would be light hearted and fun,and make for some killer pictures for her last shenannigans.

 love this picture of melanie and keshia-both their eyes are sparkling

 the gang minus a few who left early or couldnt come! sadness

 BYE!

work it girls

see ya next week sista!

To the theatre darling!

 So for my 25th birthday present Keshia got me tickets to go see wicked. She knows I love broadway..singing dancing and froo froo costumes..Is she not the best ever! I know I'm so lucky... not just for going to wicked but because she has an amazing soul. The best part I have to say was getting to dress up. I would wear this outfit every day if I could. Yay for fascinators feathers and rhinestones..... and the pettiskirt is awesome I love it!

 It even makes some of my short dresses more modest..which also rocks. 

The whole musical is so amazing...One of my favorites.. Ive loved it forever..but never seen it on broadway. Let me tell you up close the costumes are unbelievable! sparkles ruffles hats! We had the best seats ever! They even had these cool drinks called witches broo..apple with sprite and little sour gummy worms .. adorable I love when stuff is theme-ish! 

Keshia inspired me she said lately Ive felt that events like this.. it's all about taking in the experience.. so who cares if this little cup of witches brew is 6 bucks..get it anyway cause its fun and you'll remember that little moment... it was a good lesson to just let go some times and enjoy.

 stirring the brew!

were pretending to be the sign is it working?

 thanks Keshia 

what a sport for hanging out with the girl who has the crazy outfit!

I LOVE YOU! I HAD SO MUCH FUN!

a little shout out

To my dear friend,

I don't think you realize how amazing you are

What a good friend you are to everyone-not just me

not everyone can be a good friend- its a special gift you have

What a warm heart you have- beyond compassionate- you are full of charity

How you influence my life and so many others for the better

How you make me want to serve others and forget about myself

How you make my spirit light,

How you fill me with laughter and happiness.

I love our adventures

our talks

our dreams

our cry sessions

our inside jokes,

our no make up days,

our shopping bursts to the junkyard

Your willingness to help out at any time.

Your patience with me.

The way we say legendairy

Does

The way we can both get excited about something mundane like a log farm

How you know when I need something even when I don't say a word.

The way you do things 110%

Really there are only a handful of people like you in this world and

I'm so lucky the man knew I needed you as a friend. I love you

You are a freakin wonderful human being

Love, Breanna Jean

I love...

People with a sense of humor
Keshia knows how much I love crushed ice chips- and I missed them from the hospital- what do I come home to yesterday a massive bag with ice from her fridge yeah its a big bagTHATS FRIENDSHIP RIGHT THERE !!!I PROBABLY LAUGHED FOR A GOOD 20 MINUTES{then went onto devour half of it}does that come with refills?We have an ice maker- but it Dosn't make crushed ice like Keshias. But really is there anything better than a glass of crushed ice?